Mind over matter...

You can judge me... For everybody can judge, and being skeptic...
But I believe only in Him, because he is the only judge whose verdict matters...
That's the ultimate truth, for all I care..
And knowing the truth, judge me if you dare...

(Note : This is the modified version of Olivia Foxworth's quote in Garden of Shadows by Virginia Andrews... Now the quote is mine... huhu...)

what does your aura look like?

I took this fun(?) personality quiz at a website... random... it's kinda sappy, i know but IDC...

(Question) : What's your personality like?

(Selected answer) :I don't know... It's all just so confusing and I wish I could understand the world better
(Real answer) : What a question.. I wouldn't spend 5 minutes of my life answering this if I know what my personality like...

(Q) : Favorite season?

(SA) : Don't know
(RA) : I haven't even finished my 1st autumn yet!!

(Q) : Favorite colors?

(SA) : Purple
(RA) : Corny... Does my fav color really have something to do with this quiz?

(Q) : How would you react if you found out your best friend was planning a huge prank on you?

(SA) : I'd avoid the area that the prank would take place in and give him/her a second chance.
(RA) : I would plan another giga big prank so that the curse backfires... (evil laugh)

(Q) : Are you a friendly person? Will you message me?

(SA) : I don't know, do you consider yourself a good person?
(RA) : Give me 1 gud reason why would i do that...


RESULT :

Troubled Sky (Prague's sky?)

You are the sky before a storm (whoa, hyperbola sungguh), or a clear blue sky surrounded by dark clouds all around (hujan + ribut petir?). Your life seems perfect on the outside (huh?), but closing in is a fate you're unsure of (unsure fate, unsure destiny... like that... nobody's sure about their fate anyway.. no biggie..) You're most likely troubled (it's "most likely", and i'd say that i'm not) and though you think you are over something, there might be darkness (Darth Vader slash Voldermort) just on the horizon (hehe... cam tajuk TOK essay). Personality-wise (grin), you're probably a generous (yep, with my choc balls) and fun person with a dark secret (erk?) that keeps you awake at night. (i'm not that disturbed, thanks)

Note : Since thiz quiz puzzled me and brought me to the start point all over again, i'd rather go with Virginia Andrews e book... No anat, histo, latin, czech language @ biophy for today...

random...

It hurts so much when you are all alone... And those who used to listen to you refuses to do so...
Times do change people, but sometimes they change to be only aliens to you...
These are the times where you know who'll be there for you...

But fear not, worry not... You got Him, for He always listen to your words and ramblings...


Okies, meh kite cite pasal mende lain plak.. Erm... The differences between the Malaysian students and the locals make them keep staring at us... Especially those with hijab.. Perhaps THAT is the ultimate difference between us and them... Now I know what the foreigners feel at foreign land.... But the difference shouldn't be a big thing...
And this song describes what I feel right now, in and out...

Try Try Try

T-R-Y
Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
a dirty laundry needs a laundry man
maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
baby breathe before you react

sometimes we do forget to behave
and we regret what we say
cause words are too weapons
if we don't choose'em carefully
ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
if life's to be a bed of roses

i know i gave you everything you like
because you still give me butterflies

if we just try try try
just to be ni-ni-nice
then the world would be a better place for you and I
if we just live our lives
putting our differences aside
oh that would be so beautiful to me

Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way

Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
with a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
of the reasons why

We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
from teary eyes
if we just try try try
to open up a can of understanding open up your heart
i'm just planting seeds
cause i believe

We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me

if we could try, just to be nice
that could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
Oh that could be so beautiful to me